Back to Reality

So yesterday I arrived back in town from a well deserved vacation to Hawaii....It was amazing and the first time I have ever gotten to experience an actual "exotic vacation"! I must admit it was very difficult to leave.But it was a restart button in my life that needed to be pushed! & Now I am more motivated than ever to get the "productivity ball" rolling...With that said I am back to blogging because it is an outlet that I need in life and I can't start something and not finish it! That is a pattern all to well known with me lol. The moment I landed I felt the difference energy-wise in the air...the tropical moist wind with a mixture of calmness and relaxation, I was in love immediately! I made one goal and rule in my Hawaii bucket list. TO HAVE FUN. BUT because there are more women than men in my family there tends to be a lot of bickering and sensitivity to comments lol. I actually had to take a moment while I was there one certain night to take a breather away from everyone and take a walk. I have realized while growing on my spiritual path that I am highly sensitive to people's energies, More-so than others typically are. Now this can and is a good thing! But because I have not fully learned how to concentrate on my energy and be able to block out other's it can be quite damn effective on an emotional level for me. I will be quite drained at random times and tend to notice if a persons mood will shift I can absorb it pretty well and than so will mine. But on a happier note at least it is something that I have been gifted with and have the open eyes to acknowledge it. & Now I can work to control it better as I grow! Having a more positive outlook on life and STICKING to my goals is more vital for my whole self growth now more than ever! With that said I have a grander respect for mother Gaia now that I have gotten to see a little more of her beauty and I will definitely continue to make my travel goals more of a priority while I am here :)